Hi, ♡
It’s been a while, ngl. I’ve been sick lately and struggling a little with finding a balance between everything and my migraines. I feel like there are so many things I want to do, but sometimes it’s hard to fit everything into life when I’m also trying to keep up with school.
I have so many things to look forward to, though. I applied for a science camp where they only accept 30 participants, and I actually got in! So starting this Saturday, I’ll be spending A WHOLE WEEK at a university, which I’m honestly so excited about. It feels like such a cool opportunity, and I’m really curious to see what the week will be like.
Lately, I’ve also been thinking a lot about how much I want to experience while I’m a teenager. I want to travel, meet new people, try random things, go on adventures, make memories, and just experience as much as I can. I don’t want to spend all my teenage years only thinking about school and what I’m supposed to be doing. I actually want to LIVE a little too.
And there are so many things I want to try. One of them is figure skating, which is something I’ve been thinking about for a while now. But then I start wondering… is it too late to start? Should I wait until I get my driver’s license because the rink is kind of far away? And if I wait, will I even have time for it then?
That’s kind of the problem I keep running into. There are so many things I want to do, but there are only so many hours in a day. I want to focus on school and do well, but I also want hobbies, adventures, travelling, and random experiences. I guess I’m still trying to figure out how to make everything fit without constantly feeling like I have to choose one thing over another.
And honestly… I REALLY want to travel soon. I don’t even know where I want to go, I just have this huge craving to pack a bag and go somewhere. I want to see new places, experience different things, and have those little stories that I randomly remember years later.
I guess I’m just at that point where I want to experience EVERYTHING, but I’m slowly realizing that I can’t do everything at once. Maybe I don’t have to, though. Maybe I can just start with the things that excite me the most and figure the rest out along the way. ♡
I really loved reading this. I completely understand that feeling of wanting to experience everything while also trying to keep up with school and everything else. I think it’s so exciting that you got into the science camp too, that sounds like such a cool opportunity! I don’t think it’s ever too late to try something new. I hope you get to travel, try figure skating, go on random adventures and make all those little memories you’re dreaming about. ♡
ReplyDeleteI really appreciate that you took the time to read and comment, it honestly means the world to me. I'm truly grateful for it. I know I'm not the only one in this position, but I do believe that if we take the opportunities we're given and dare to try new things, we can find our own little drive to live life to the fullest.♡
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