I Have 13 Followers???

Okay.

I genuinely don’t know what to say.

Because when I started this blog, I’m pretty sure I was treating it like a joke.

Like, haha imagine if people actually read this.

I made it because I had a lot of thoughts in my head at all times and figured I might as well put some of them somewhere instead of keeping them trapped in my Notes app forever.

I wasn’t expecting anything from it.

No huge audience.
No viral moment.
No people waiting for my next post.

Just me, writing random things about my life, my thoughts, my little obsessions, baking, school, and whatever else happens to be taking up space in my brain that day.

And then I looked at my blog.

13 followers.

THIRTEEN.

?????

I know 13 probably sounds like absolutely nothing compared to the numbers you see online. But to me???

That is 13 actual people.

Thirteen people who somehow found this little corner of the internet and decided, yeah, I want to see more of this.

I’m sorry but HOW.

I genuinely started this thinking I’d probably be the only person reading it back three months later.

And now there are 13 of you???

I’m in disbelief.

Like, if you’re one of those 13 people: hi. Hello. What are you doing here. 😭

But seriously, thank you.

I know this is still a tiny little blog in a very, very big internet, but it feels kind of insane knowing that the things I randomly type out at midnight can actually reach someone.

Maybe this started as a joke.

But I think I’m starting to take my little messy mindspace seriously.

And honestly?

I kind of love that.

So, to my 13 followers:

welcome to the mess.

I have no idea where this is going.

But apparently, you're coming with me.

xoxo, 

Mindie ♡

Little Things That Mean More Than They Should

Hiii, Messy Minds 

I’ve been thinking about this lately, and I feel like there are so many little things that can completely change my mood without me even realising it. Like, nothing major, just small things that can make me go from “ugh, today is going to be a day” to “okay wait… maybe today isn’t so bad after all.” 

So I thought I’d share some of the little things that have been affecting me lately, mostly the good ones, because honestly, who wants to focus on the bad ones? 🎀 ☕ 

Slow mornings 

I’ve realised that when I wake up a little earlier and don’t immediately have to run around getting ready, my whole day just feels better. I can actually take my time, get ready without stressing, make a little drink to take with me and just have a few minutes to myself before the day starts. And I swear, when I have one of those mornings, I already know my day is probably going to go well. 💌 

Compliments 

Receiving a compliment is such a small thing, but it genuinely changes my mood. Someone can literally just say something nice about my outfit, my hair, something I did, or even just something random, and I’ll probably still be thinking about it hours later. It’s kind of funny how something that takes someone two seconds to say can make me feel good for the rest of the day. 🎀 

Having something to look forward to 

This one is probably one of my favourites. It doesn’t even have to be something big. Sometimes it’s just knowing I’m going to get my favourite drink after school, watch my comfort show, bake something, or see someone I like being around. Having one tiny thing to look forward to makes an ordinary day feel so much more exciting. ✨ 

Random motivation 

You know when you suddenly get that random urge to get your entire life together? Suddenly I want to clean my room, organise everything, make a to-do list, journal, fix my sleep schedule and become the most productive person alive. Do I know where the motivation came from? Absolutely not. Am I going to question it? Also absolutely not. I’m just going to take advantage of it before it disappears again.  

I think I’m starting to realise that these tiny things actually matter a lot more than I thought. They’re such small parts of my day, but somehow they can make everything feel a little better. ♡

xoxo 

Mindie ♡ 

Messy Me

I just realised that I don’t actually have an “About Me” page… so I guess this is it. Consider this my little introduction, I suppose. 

Last year, when I started my sophomore year of high school, I somehow managed to spend an absolutely atrocious amount of time on TikTok. Which is especially ironic because I used to LOVE journaling, making collages, taking pictures of random little moments, and just creating things for the sake of creating them.

Instead, I was scrolling in my bed until 5 a.m.

Yeah. Not exactly my proudest era.

And honestly, it wasn’t doing my mental health any favours either. I felt like I was constantly consuming things instead of actually experiencing things. So when summer came around, I decided I needed to do something about it.

I spent a lot of that summer journaling, thinking, reflecting, and trying to figure out what I actually wanted my life to look like. And somewhere between all the messy journal entries and ridiculously long notes app paragraphs, I realised something:

I was already writing as if I was talking to my best friends.

So… why not actually share it?

And that’s basically how this little corner of the internet was born.

I was TERRIFIED when I first started. I kept thinking, What if people judge me? What if nobody likes it? What if someone I know finds it? But then I remembered something pretty important:

Nobody really knows me here.

And that felt weirdly freeing.

So I started writing. I started creating again. I tried to spend less time mindlessly scrolling and more time actually doing things I love. And, slowly, this blog became a little space where I could be completely myself, messy thoughts, random obsessions, overly ambitious plans and all.

So, hi. I’m a 16 year old girl who wants to experience everything. I want to learn things, make things, go places, meet people, romanticise ordinary Tuesdays, have ridiculous amounts of hobbies, and somehow achieve approximately every single thing I’ve ever put on my Pinterest boards.

I am also, unfortunately, a perfectionist .

If I can’t do something perfectly, my brain occasionally decides that I simply shouldn’t do it at all. Which is… incredibly helpful. Obviously.

I used to be a straight A student, and I’m determined to become one again. But I’m also trying to learn that life isn’t supposed to be one giant checklist of things I have to accomplish perfectly.

Maybe I don’t need to have everything figured out.

Maybe I can just be 16.

Maybe I can mess up, change my mind, start over, try something completely new, and make a million little memories along the way.

And maybe this blog can be a place to document all of it.

The good, the bad, the chaotic, the embarrassing, the exciting, and all the tiny moments in between.

So welcome to my messy little corner of the internet.

I’m very glad you’re here. ♡

xoxo,
Mindie ♡

Junior year is not for the weak

It’s been 1 month. I repeat, 1 MONTH since I started school. Why does it feel like an eternity? The amount of homework I’ve been given and the assignments I’ve had to do should honestly be illegal, istg.

I HAVE to lock in. Like, genuinely. Istg, I say this every year, but this year is different. I have to become an academic weapon. There is no other option.

Because how am I already sitting here thinking about the fact that I’m DONE with school in 2 years??? Like hello??? I swear I just started. At the same time, I somehow feel like it’s never-ending. Make it make sense.

And don’t even get me started on the TikTok sounds. There have been SO many lately, and there are already like two specifically about being a junior. And I’m sorry, but I cannot wait to use them. I have been waiting for my moment.

So yes, this is officially my academic weapon era. I’m bringing out my inner Rory Gilmore and Hermione Granger. 📚☕️

Wish me luck because I fear I’m going to need it.

Also, I think I desperately need a messy makeover. Because if I’m going to enter my academic weapon era, I might as well do it properly, right? 😭✨

Okay, your turn 👀 What year are you in, and what’s your favorite subject? I wanna know what everyone’s studying!!!

xoxo, 

Mindie ♡

Little Things Lately

Okay… it’s been a little while, hasn’t it?

I feel like I have approximately 472 things I want to tell you, so I guess we should probably start somewhere. Life has been happening, things have been changing, and somehow I’ve just been caught up in all of it.

I didn’t really know how to come back and write this without making it sound like some dramatic “I have returned from the depths of the universe” moment, so… hi. I’m back. 💞

A lot has happened since I last wrote, but at the same time, it feels like nothing and everything has changed.

So instead of trying to give you some perfectly organised life update, I thought I’d just sit down and tell you about the little things that have been making up my days lately. The things I’ve been loving, the things that have been annoying me for absolutely no reason, random thoughts that have been living rent-free in my head, and probably way too many tiny details that nobody asked for.

But honestly, those are usually the best parts anyway.

So, here’s what’s been going on in my little corner of the world lately… 🌷

🎧 On repeat

I’ve been listening to Bloodstream by Alyssa Grace on repeat. I would honestly be a little surprised if it doesn’t make its way onto my 2026 Wrapped. At this point, I’m basically doing Spotify’s job for them.

☕ Little obsession

I’ve been obsessed with joining international competitions lately. Even the ones I know absolutely nothing about. There’s just something about signing up for something completely new that adds a little thrill to my life. Do I always know what I’m getting myself into? Absolutely not. Is that part of the fun? Maybe.

📸 A moment I want to remember

I went to a summer festival/gathering with my friend, and it was honestly so much fun. We ate snacks, walked around, talked about everything and nothing, and just caught up with each other. Nothing particularly extraordinary happened, but it was one of those days that I know I’ll look back on and smile about.

🧠 Random thought of the month

If I had never gone back to my old school, where would I be now?

I genuinely wonder about this sometimes. It’s weird to think about how one decision can completely change the people you meet, the things you experience, and eventually the person you become.

🌷 Something making me happy

I’ve become slightly obsessed with taking pictures of everything I see beauty in. The sky, little details on buildings, flowers, random corners of streets… basically anything that makes me stop for a second.

And honestly, I feel like I should start an Instagram where I know absolutely no one and just post them there. No pressure, no one I know watching. Just pretty pictures that I like. Maybe I will. 👀

🫠 Something I’m struggling with

I’m finishing high school in 2028, and I still have absolutely no idea what I want to spend the rest of my life doing.

And somehow, it feels like everyone else knows.

People have their dream careers, their plans, their five-year goals… and istg I’m over here thinking, wait, we’re supposed to know already?

I know I still have time. I know I don’t actually have to figure out my entire life right now. But sometimes it’s hard not to feel a little behind when it seems like everyone else has already found their direction.

✨ Currently dreaming about

Studying abroad for a year or so.

I don’t even know exactly what I would study or where I would go yet. I just know that I really want to experience living somewhere completely different for a while. New people, new places, new routines, and probably a slightly concerning amount of getting lost.

Maybe I’ll figure out the “what” later. For now, I’m just dreaming about the possibility.

💭 Question of the month

How would you describe yourself to someone who had never met you before?

Not what you look like, what you do, or what other people think of you. Just… you.

I don’t think I’d know how to answer that about myself.

xoxo,

Mindie ♡

This sunday is a school night....📚

I don’t really know if that’s a good thing or not. Honestly, I’m currently missing school, but I have a feeling that will probably go away after a month or so. 😭 

I’m starting at a new high school, and I don’t really know anyone yet. But I guess that’s the fun part of life, isn’t it? 
- Meeting new people. 
- Starting fresh. 
- Making new memories.
- And, in a way, getting to be whoever you want to be.

 
There’s something strangely exciting about walking into a place where nobody knows your past. 

You get to introduce yourself from scratch, figure out who you are, and maybe even discover a version of yourself you didn’t know existed. 

So, here’s to a new school year, new people, new experiences, and probably a concerning amount of stress.

xoxo,

Mindie ♡

My Current Obsessions

 How to Start the New School Year Off Strong

As we all know, a key factor in starting the year off great is, of course, listening in class and taking notes.
But if you really want to step up your game, the most important part is the preparation you do before the new school year  aka back-to-school prep.

Studying:

I’m gonna be real, I truly understand that no one here wants to spend their precious summer break studying for school. But trust me when I say that your future self is going to be so grateful that you did.

When I say “studying,” I don’t mean studying every day from 8 AM to 2 PM. I mean focusing on the subjects you feel like you’re lacking a bit of knowledge in. Spend a few hours studying 3–4 days a week (depending on your own preference, of course).

Journaling:

I know that journaling has become a trend on social media, but I’ve been journaling for the past 4–5 years, and I can truly say that it has had an positive impact on me. It allows you to reflect on your feelings and actions, and you start to understand yourself better. You discover what makes you happy and how to be more comfortable with who you are

You don’t need the prettiest accessories to start journaling. For the past 4 years, I’ve used a dotted bullet journal, a few nice pens, and, for the sake of my sanity, I print out pictures for collages because it makes journaling so much more fun.

Romanticizing school:

We all hear the same phrase every year about how we should romanticize school, but no one really tells you how to do it. The reason is because it’s different for everyone.

Some people romanticize school by waking up early so they don’t have to rush and can enjoy a slow morning. Others make Pinterest boards and dream about their near future. It’s not really about how you do it, but rather the effect it creates.

It should make your school years feel a little more exciting. You could always imagine yourself as your own Rory Gilmore, Hermione Granger, or Elle Woods.

Keep a clean space:

A very famous phrase, but it’s famous for a reason. Having a clean and organized space can make a bigger difference than you might think. When there are fewer distractions around you, it becomes easier to focus on the things that truly matter.

Before the new school year begins, I want you to deep clean your room and closet so you have a better overview of your belongings and know where everything is. But don’t stop there — organize your digital space as well.

Clean up your desktop, delete folders you no longer use, and organize your PDFs by subject and school year. A fresh and organized environment can help you feel more prepared, motivated, and ready for a new school year.

School supplies:

One of my absolute favorite things to do before the new school year is going shopping for cute notebooks, pens, and all the little things that make studying feel more exciting. There’s just something so satisfying about starting the year with fresh supplies and a clean notebook waiting to be filled with new notes and ideas.

I truly believe that the little things can make a big difference. Having cute stationery makes me more motivated to take notes, stay organized, and actually enjoy studying. And don’t even get me started on school supply hauls on social media (I absolutely love watching them). They make me so excited to start a new school year and create my own fresh start.

Social media: 

Last but not least, and probably the most used one by everyone here. I’ll keep this short.

Why are you spending so much of your time watching other people’s lives instead of using that energy to focus on yourself and your own goals?

Don’t get me wrong, I’m not saying you should delete social media completely. Social media can be a great source of inspiration and entertainment. But try to be more mindful of how much time you spend scrolling, and make sure you’re also putting that time and effort into yourself.

i hope you have the best school year ever! 

xoxo,

Mindie ♡